One Tuff Week!

This was another tuff week for me, I only have three more weeks and I am getting really nervous. My proselyting went really bad- I didn’t do good at all. I know I am supposed to open my mouth, but it’s hard when I can’t say what I want to say all the time. It’s really hard on me when I can’t talk... I get really frustrated, and I get mad...You know me! I am not patient at all, but this weekend it was like the Lord was yelling at me telling me to be patient, and not to worry. We had a whole bunch of firesides and talks given, and it was like they were directed to me! It’s crazy how He works. Talking about firesides…guess what?? Next week, on Tuesday, there is a big fireside for all the missionaries… and I have to sing. (solo ) ya all by my self.....don’t laugh! So please pray a lot for me cause I need it haha. But anyway, I am doing a lot better now and I realized I can’t get mad and I just have to trust the lord even if it is really hard at times. I met a teacher that knows Brandon Merchant....small world…he went to his same mission. His name is Elder Cavalante. He is really cool, so you should as Brandon if he knows him. Thank you for all your letter and your love. Thank you mom for the treats at Mr. Cheney’s... I am going to eat that brownie Sunday after this haha. So dad, have you sold the jeep yet! I hope not -haha let me know. Nana thank you for that letter and for everything how are you and how are your knees doing? MOM, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope you liked the pictures I sent you- haha they were funny huh? Let me know about the doctor’s appointments and how everything is going with that...
Hey Zack how are you doing? I am sorry about your phone -I forgot to say something about it last week but I don’t know anything that is going on with that. I’m sorry- maybe you just aren’t supposed to have a phone. Haha! Have you started football yet, and how are the drums coming? Well it sounds like the family is doing really good right now and you are all really busy. This week I have to give lesson 1 & 2 in Portuguese and lesson 4 in English it’s so much, but it keeps me so busy. I got Micah’s letter- tell here thank you for me, and that I am sending her a letter in the mail today. I am sorry if I haven’t answered all your questions I am really bad at that -haha, but I guess you can here all about it in two years haha! Mom or Dad, can you talk to Sunny and get Skylar’s address for me and get an update on him so I can here about him and how he is doing? That would be really cool… thank you! How is Sydnee? Have you seen or heard from her at all? Its sound like she is really busy with work and stuff. Well this email I had a lot of questions so lets see if you can answer all of them for me, and hopefully it’s before next p-day haha jk.

PS. Just to let you know, I did get all the mission ties letters, but not the letters in the mail yet- so maybe tonight or in a couple days... the mail system is really funky here. I got Micah’s letter and a letter from Sydnee, but that’s it. But I know that I receive all of them it just depends if the mailmen decide to go on another strike. Well I love you all, and I cant wait to here from you! EU TE AMO